Escapism
I knew somewhere in my heart that happiness doesn't last. My feelings for you won't change, but farewell forever to those fun-filled days. From today I am all alone and have to go on living without your smile. I only think about that sad fact and it makes me put a question mark on my reason for living. ah I wanted to be with you forever, so please don't leave me alone. ah There was no such thing as forever from the start. ah It makes me scared to walk earnestly the road without answers. ah I was seriously in love. It is always easy to cry but I want to laugh, I want to laugh next to you. I won't be able to laugh anymore will I? It's painful. It's sad. I want to see you. Holding close the memories and sorrow quietly, quietly I descend into death. I'm aware that my tears are overflowing I want to disappear. I want to die. I want to go mad.
(Source: kawaii--fag)
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